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The Clown’s Prayer Keeps Me On Track

There are many days I question if my mid-life career choice to become a writer was a good one. Hell, I question whether my beginning-life career choice to be an actor was a good one. My older sister is a retired physical therapist and my older brother is a mucky muck with Siemen’s. And then there’s me.

I write plays, screenplays and songs. Mostly everything I write is a comedy. At least I hope what I write is funny. Intentionally funny. Not the dreaded unintentionally funny, like Rock ‘n Roll Nightmare. But I often wonder if I’d be better off doing something else. I don’t know what I’d do. I’m hopelessly inept to do anything, really. Maybe if I had learned business, or finance, or computer programming. Or as my mother has always pushed on me: teaching.

But then something like The Clown’s Prayer helps me realize that even though I may not help people to walk again or — um — do whatever it is my brother does, sometimes a little seltzer down the pants is just what we all need.

The Clown’s Prayer

As I stumble through this life,
help me to create more laughter than tears,
dispense more cheer than gloom,
spread more cheer than despair.

Never let me become so indifferent,
that I will fail to see the wonders in the eyes of a child,
or the twinkle in the eyes of the aged.

Never let me forget that my total effort is to cheer people,
make them happy, and forget momentarily,
all the unpleasantness in their lives.

And in my final moment,
may I hear You whisper:
“When you made My people smile,
you made Me smile.”

-Anonymous-

Clown's Prayer